L or M

Dear God,

Which is the path that I should choose?

Am I in the right path?

Shall I go on what my desire goes?

Isit the one you prepare for me?

Is this thought from You?

I have 1 year left

Should I take that?

Is it from You

Or my own desire?

Is the feeling right now from You?

Or my own greediness or self desire?

But if it is not from You

why am I there?

I doubted.

Is this the dream You have given to me?

I feel that it might be Yours

else why do we have the chance or why we have this?

Yet,

I still doubted

I'm a bit confused

Standing in front of a junction

Not knowing which to choose

Which lifestyle?

If I were to choose M,

I lost L

But if I choose L

I might lost M

L or M?

Which is from You?

I can't differentiate~

Oh God,

Please speak to me clearly

I need the answer from You

You know I'm in Your hand

You have my destiny

You know the best for me

Please do show me

I wanna walk in Your guide and Your path

I just want to be in Your plan

I have 1 year left

Please tell me which is Your choice for me

What can I do in 1 year time