Unexpected

Really unexpected... A for coursework of 1115? I don't really believe and I don't really think that I deserve,frankly. If that's true, really thanks God for that. A big big thanks! It's a great great grace from You.

However, I know that I really do not know much. God ,please give me wisdom to understand the thing. I know You can do anything, There's nothing impossible in You!

Please give me more wisdom to cope the very last paper. I need to give my best. Holy Spirit please guide me. Help me to concentrate. I know that one who loves You must be responsible and be serious to everything in his/her hand.

Give me a humble heart,help me to "defeat" myself. In Jesus name I pray, Amen! ^^

Which one

God, I'm struggling.... Really struggle. Shall I go tomorrow? My data strcture hasn't complete. Which shall I choose? To stay in college? To stay in college and join the meeting tomorrow? To go home? Which shall I choose?!

EXCITED!!!!!

Wow!!! I'm truely excited now!!! Despite of my characteristic of lack of self confidence, It's truely excited and amazing!!!

I just can't imagine!! It's awesome!
We have this idea as a spark now!!

Stretch our dreams God! Ignite us and put this dream in our heart! We wanna make it big! We wanna dream big! Give us courage God! Give us confidence! Passion! Unite us!

Thought we don't know how could this be, but God You just now and You are the One who turn everything into reality!

Btw...God....I need to study ...haha!

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I'm having final now. Yet, I'm not studying but gaming, listening to music... I'm emotional... Letting the music exploding in my ears... I know that everyone is busy for studying... And I know that I'm lazy and I'm not preparing at this very important moment...It makes me feel more guilty... Tiring but not willing to sleep...

God, can you accompany me in such a late night? Stick with me while everyone is busy and when I dont know what to do? I know You will. And I know you can revive and stir me up with Your almighthy spirit and power.

Thanks

Wasted

Another wasted week of mine...

Final is around the corner... It is so CLOSE... Yet, I'm still relax like nothing happen... GOSH!

Staying in hostel, staying at home are the same... I'm too relax. I have not even touch a single page of any subject. What a shame...

I have reached home on Monday. It was the longest time I have not been at home since I stayed in college. 2 weeks time... Nothing much was changed ( ha, what changes I expect?)... The food or titbits is getting lesser and lesser... ( Oh, my mind is just about the food)... The newspaper is higher and higher...

I switched on the TV... erm...everything seems so unfamiliar to me... many new shows and new drama... Yet, I still can enjoy watching them half way... The newspaper style change again...hmm.... I feel that it's less and less thing I can read...sigh...What happen to the newspaper?

I may go back to my college tomorrow. Hoping that I can make good use of my time and study hard... Home is just too relax for me... Yet, I just feel I have not rest enough pr enjoy enough in my house... 2 days is too short... Yet, for the sake of my future... I have to... I have to force myself, I shouldbe disciplined and self controlled.

Another talk, I found that I spend quite much recently... Hmm... since when I start it? I should control myself and spend every cents wisely. I must train myself to be a good spender...haha~ I can do it